2011 you’ve been Fucked and Tough
I am not gonna lie, 2011 has been one of nthe toughest years i’ve faced in a long time. 2009 was the best year of my life and 2010 was just rubbish. I guess that meant 2011 was the trials and tribulations joint I had to face. I ain’t saying 2011 was bad because of My ex (and I know you cats that been following me would think that) yea it played a big role in the middle of the year but like I have been saying what we had Wasn’t Real. If I was, She would’ve fought back like how I fought ever last Bit like I did for her. You know you found your true love if their willing to fight every fight you have of everyday and every breath you take. I am not gonna lie I loved her and we had, but these last few months I just questioned if it was even anything at all. 2011 made me realize that I can’t fantasize about everything. Life is not a moive, and it will never be. With that I just realized who stuck around even when I was gone, not physical but when I was trapped in the lie I was in. I found WHO my true friends are and WHO was willing to go though the bullshit with me. I have nothing but thanks upon thanks for my friends who I know is my 2nd family. I love who I have and I wouldn’t trade that for the world. I guess these 7 or however many months I’ve been single made me love me and I wouldn’t want to change anything about me. I’ve been through ALOT this year and I even gained a god daughter which helped me mold me, didn’t do got college agin for a semster, Got back with my gay sponsor, became core & Realized Booze and cig’s ain’t gonna get you too far. I wouldn’t have traded this year for a better year and I thank God for it. This year was MY year just like how I said in the beginning of the year. So thank you guys for everything and I know my future is safe with you, its in the books and theres nothing I can do about it.
This is the last post on this blog, its the past and it REALLY needs to stay there. Thanks for the follow guys and helping me with everything. Its been a trip
So cheers to 2012 No looking to the past, and Cheers to all the adventures to come and a better Edison.
I see you 2012 and I am gonna do the fucking now.
-Yadig?