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2011 you’ve been Fucked and Tough

I am not gonna lie, 2011 has been one of nthe toughest years i’ve faced in a long time. 2009 was the best year of my life and 2010 was just rubbish. I guess that meant 2011 was the trials and tribulations joint I had to face. I ain’t saying 2011 was bad because of My ex  (and I know you cats that been following me would think that) yea it played a big role in the middle of the year but like I have been saying what we had Wasn’t Real. If I was, She would’ve fought back like how I fought ever last Bit like I did for her. You know you found your true love if their willing to fight every fight you have of everyday and every breath you take. I am not gonna lie I loved her and we had, but these last few months I just questioned if it was even anything at all.  2011 made me realize that I can’t fantasize about everything. Life is not a moive, and it will never be. With that I just realized who stuck around even when I was gone, not physical but when I was trapped in the lie I was in. I found WHO my true friends are and WHO was willing to go though the bullshit with me. I have nothing but thanks upon thanks for my friends who I know is my 2nd family. I love who I have and I wouldn’t trade that for the world. I guess these 7 or however many months I’ve been single made me love me and I wouldn’t want to change anything about me. I’ve been through ALOT this year and I even gained a god daughter which helped me mold me, didn’t do got college agin for a semster, Got back with my gay sponsor, became core & Realized Booze and cig’s ain’t gonna get you too far. I wouldn’t have traded this year for a better year and I thank God for it. This year was MY year just like how I said in the beginning of the year. So thank you guys for everything and I know my future is safe with you, its in the books and theres nothing I can do about it. 

This is the last post on this blog, its the past and it REALLY needs to stay there. Thanks for the follow guys and helping me with everything. Its been a trip

So cheers to 2012 No looking to the past, and Cheers to all the adventures to come and a better Edison. 

I see you 2012 and I am gonna do the fucking now.

-Yadig?

Anonymous asked: Why do you love your candidate SO much?

HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

ahhmanduhhpanda asked: What's the relationship you and your candidate? :D

why don’t you ask yourself HAHAHA

Anonymous asked: What would you do if you knew that you could not fail at it?

I already have, I feel like I don’t fail in being a good friend. I would pick that over being smart or being successful honestly because in the end if your a good friend you have everything you need

Anonymous asked: Describe your perfect girl. From looks to personality. Tell me everything that you look for or cherish about that girl you would take as your wife. Don't leave anything out.

The perfect girl. Doesn’t exists. But what I do look for in a girl is that she’s able to carry herself and not needing a man to hold her down. someone independent but, truely wants a man because a man would be the person to fully complete her. I want a girl so into music like I am but if she ain’t thats ok. I want a Woman not a girl. Looks are a plus and everyone looks for A good looking person and I am being honest about that. But if someone isn’t as good looking comes by I still think there beautiful.

Anonymous asked: what's it like being you? what are your greatest desires? what are your big dreams? what kind of dad would you be if you chose to be a dad? have you ever been told you're not good enough and proved them wrong? what's your way of loving someone?

Being me is me, I live life and I ain’t giving a flying fuck who stand in my way and haters are gonna hate but in the end thats all they can do, I mean They sit on the sidelines while I am passing them by.

My greatest desire is to succeed. Financial would be great but succeed in life and make my parents proud and god proud, I mean what good is life if they people that raised you and the God that gave you life is shaking their head at you, you know?

If or when I am a dad I promise to be a dad that would love its child daily put my trust in them and never greet a single moment they were born. I would help them and try not to get mad at them but, in the end just love them because everyone should be loved.

I’ve been told I haven’t been good enough by alot of people and yea in some cases I have proved them wrong, current I am still working on alot of “your NEVER gonna make it” or “Your a low life” attitude from some people but just you wait, Imma make it BIG, it may not be fame or money, But happiness and Thats all I could ever ask for in life. 

My way of loving someone is, Loving them so much and caring for them so deeply that I would take a thousand bullets and still end up standing back up for them. I know that isn’t possible but I would take damage for the one I love to any extent. I’ve been hurt and I know How it feels so loving someone whole heartedly isn’t a game like the last relationship I had, I want them to cherish it and not question or play with it like the last, because trust me when I find that girl she will KNOW how much i love her and I will never look back on her.

Anonymous asked: Fuck it i say you don't have to forgive any one unless they are worth your time. You can move on from the problem, but you certainly do not need to forgive.

WHO THE FUCK IS THIS TOO!? hahahA

Anonymous asked: Some people just don't deserve forgiveness at all. Forgiveness isn't like candy people,you can't have it just because you wan't it.

WHO is this!?

Anonymous asked: "when you forgive someone, they no longer have control of your life." just sayin.

Forgiveness Is Given to those who deserve it, There is no Forgiveness That Is Just Given. And They don’t control my life, I Damn sure control Mine every second of the day. Btw sorry for the late response. I’m just sayin

2011 you’ve been Fucked and Tough

I am not gonna lie, 2011 has been one of nthe toughest years i’ve faced in a long time. 2009 was the best year of my life and 2010 was just rubbish. I guess that meant 2011 was the trials and tribulations joint I had to face. I ain’t saying 2011 was bad because of My ex  (and I know you cats that been following me would think that) yea it played a big role in the middle of the year but like I have been saying what we had Wasn’t Real. If I was, She would’ve fought back like how I fought ever last Bit like I did for her. You know you found your true love if their willing to fight every fight you have of everyday and every breath you take. I am not gonna lie I loved her and we had, but these last few months I just questioned if it was even anything at all.  2011 made me realize that I can’t fantasize about everything. Life is not a moive, and it will never be. With that I just realized who stuck around even when I was gone, not physical but when I was trapped in the lie I was in. I found WHO my true friends are and WHO was willing to go though the bullshit with me. I have nothing but thanks upon thanks for my friends who I know is my 2nd family. I love who I have and I wouldn’t trade that for the world. I guess these 7 or however many months I’ve been single made me love me and I wouldn’t want to change anything about me. I’ve been through ALOT this year and I even gained a god daughter which helped me mold me, didn’t do got college agin for a semster, Got back with my gay sponsor, became core & Realized Booze and cig’s ain’t gonna get you too far. I wouldn’t have traded this year for a better year and I thank God for it. This year was MY year just like how I said in the beginning of the year. So thank you guys for everything and I know my future is safe with you, its in the books and theres nothing I can do about it. 

This is the last post on this blog, its the past and it REALLY needs to stay there. Thanks for the follow guys and helping me with everything. Its been a trip

So cheers to 2012 No looking to the past, and Cheers to all the adventures to come and a better Edison. 

I see you 2012 and I am gonna do the fucking now.

-Yadig?

Anonymous asked: Why do you love your candidate SO much?

HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

ahhmanduhhpanda asked: What's the relationship you and your candidate? :D

why don’t you ask yourself HAHAHA

Anonymous asked: What would you do if you knew that you could not fail at it?

I already have, I feel like I don’t fail in being a good friend. I would pick that over being smart or being successful honestly because in the end if your a good friend you have everything you need

Anonymous asked: Describe your perfect girl. From looks to personality. Tell me everything that you look for or cherish about that girl you would take as your wife. Don't leave anything out.

The perfect girl. Doesn’t exists. But what I do look for in a girl is that she’s able to carry herself and not needing a man to hold her down. someone independent but, truely wants a man because a man would be the person to fully complete her. I want a girl so into music like I am but if she ain’t thats ok. I want a Woman not a girl. Looks are a plus and everyone looks for A good looking person and I am being honest about that. But if someone isn’t as good looking comes by I still think there beautiful.

(Source: blackbruise, via rrizzokitty)

Anonymous asked: what's it like being you? what are your greatest desires? what are your big dreams? what kind of dad would you be if you chose to be a dad? have you ever been told you're not good enough and proved them wrong? what's your way of loving someone?

Being me is me, I live life and I ain’t giving a flying fuck who stand in my way and haters are gonna hate but in the end thats all they can do, I mean They sit on the sidelines while I am passing them by.

My greatest desire is to succeed. Financial would be great but succeed in life and make my parents proud and god proud, I mean what good is life if they people that raised you and the God that gave you life is shaking their head at you, you know?

If or when I am a dad I promise to be a dad that would love its child daily put my trust in them and never greet a single moment they were born. I would help them and try not to get mad at them but, in the end just love them because everyone should be loved.

I’ve been told I haven’t been good enough by alot of people and yea in some cases I have proved them wrong, current I am still working on alot of “your NEVER gonna make it” or “Your a low life” attitude from some people but just you wait, Imma make it BIG, it may not be fame or money, But happiness and Thats all I could ever ask for in life. 

My way of loving someone is, Loving them so much and caring for them so deeply that I would take a thousand bullets and still end up standing back up for them. I know that isn’t possible but I would take damage for the one I love to any extent. I’ve been hurt and I know How it feels so loving someone whole heartedly isn’t a game like the last relationship I had, I want them to cherish it and not question or play with it like the last, because trust me when I find that girl she will KNOW how much i love her and I will never look back on her.

Anonymous asked: Fuck it i say you don't have to forgive any one unless they are worth your time. You can move on from the problem, but you certainly do not need to forgive.

WHO THE FUCK IS THIS TOO!? hahahA

Anonymous asked: Some people just don't deserve forgiveness at all. Forgiveness isn't like candy people,you can't have it just because you wan't it.

WHO is this!?

Anonymous asked: "when you forgive someone, they no longer have control of your life." just sayin.

Forgiveness Is Given to those who deserve it, There is no Forgiveness That Is Just Given. And They don’t control my life, I Damn sure control Mine every second of the day. Btw sorry for the late response. I’m just sayin

2011 you’ve been Fucked and Tough

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